So, here I am, in Topeka, Indiana! Finally! Yeah... I'm so excited at first. I packed all my stuff and... leave from Camp, the beautiful place and the people I loved. We left at 7 in the morning, so I kind of fall asleep on the way to Indiana. So, I fall asleep... thinking, what it's gonna look like, and how's the people... and... I slept. But, when I got up, I look around. And ask Nicole, "Hey are we close?" "Yeah, about 5 minutes." So, I keep looking around... and I just couldn't believe what I've seen. People with black dress adn white kind of hat everywhere. Walking. And I start more freaking out when I saw the horse with the buggy. Oh my goodness... where the heck are you taking me, God?! I just couldn't believe it!! Well, they're pretty much Amish people. I kind of heard about it before but I never thought that I actually gonna see them, more than that, be friends with them. Let me explain what is Amish people for you who don't ...
Everything has a seasons… There’s a season to laugh, there’s a season to cry There’s a season for waiting, there’s a season to stop waiting There’s a season to be honest, and there’s a season to lie There’s a season to move fast, and there’s a season to just stand still There’s a season to hold hands, there’s a season to lose their hands There’s a season to remember, there’s a season to forget what we remembered Seasons come, and seasons go… There’s a season to hate somebody, but now there’s a season to love somebody Somebody whom I know that I can’t be with. Sometimes I just don’t understand this things. Not that he doesn’t love me back. But it’s all just a Season… "Season come and season go. Sun will shine and flowers grow. Winter comes and my heart Yours. For You will never leave me alone."
The big old EGO, that's right. So hard to get rid of it. Ego, naive, and selfish. Oh my goodness. So many times I just think about me and me and me. I hate sharing my stuff with others. Like, I really hate it. and I will keep the best for my self. (why I wanna keep the best and give it to others??) But that's the Word say. "Put others ABOVE you. Your self." Dang! It's not easy. Not at all. Still have a hard time. Still is. Man, so many times I try to not too, but I guess it's just who we are. Human, flesh, never wanna share. Competitive. Always wanting the best. If I know somebody that I really like, I don't want them to know my other-prettier-girl-friend. Right? Man! since I was a little, I'm growing up and getting what I want. Always. Well, maybe not always, but most of it. (I'm not asking for 22 gun and my parents say, "Oh, what a great choice!" Right?) Anyway, I WILL get what I want. No matter what it takes. I wanna be a winner, whate...
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