reach strategically

God was putting Tibet in my heart for such a long time ago. And I knew, that I am called there, but I don't know why and how. Seriously, how many of you have a thought to go to Tibet, to share the Gospel? You could've get killed I believe. Because, c'mon! You all know Tibet... only crazy people want to go there. Well, I am one of them. It's crazy how I love Tibet, and how it's stirring in my heart that I have a deep calling and desire to go there. It's ridiculous! I don't wanna go to Tibet, actually, but God want me to and he put His desire in my heart and it's start stirring and breaking inside of me. It's just to long to write how God's work in my life. It's crazy at the same time. I don't understand, but he put such a big plan for me to live my life. This afternoon, God spoke to me clearly, step by step how to reach strategically. It's insane, let me tell you. If you're not having a relationship with God, you'll not underst...

Oh I love to laugh. Laugh is one of my favorite things in the world. Laughing is a gift from God. Not many people can laugh though. It's not like the kind of laugh that sounded like.. "eh heh heh heh.." with forced smile and had a tons of wrinkle in your face. It is laugh that you just can't stop it, and your stomach is getting cramp because you laugh so hard, and you are hardly breath because it was just so amazing. Laugh. Laugh. Laugh. Laugh until you feel like you need to go the bathroom. And I think that kind of laugh cannot came out with certain people. That kind of laugh will come out with your best friend, the person that you can be the way you are in the real life. Because when we laugh like that we look really og-ley but beautiful at the same time. Oh I love to laugh. Laugh is really fun. And it's a reflection of joy, and joy-ness. If you have joy, you'll laugh, or smile at least. Laugh is a good thing to do, you'll look younger for longer time. h...

Oh, today is valentine’s day! Yay! Everybody was so happ y, the girls is dressing up to meet their cute little date and have a romantic dinner with candle light.. o.. ooo… so sweet! Yeah, Whatever. I don’t know, I used to care so much about valentine’s day. And, it’s just stop growing until... sometimes at the age of my life. I don’t know why though. It was weird. Because I was just thinking... mhhmm.. why people show love in valentine's day? I don't understand. Well, the story behind that is there's this guy, named Saint Valentine and he is a Romanian's high priest. In the time of Claudius Caesar rules, they hand out this rules that no guys can get married. (This dude must be out of his mind!) because he thinks, that they can be a better soldier and warrior if they don't have family. Well, that was stupid, so Saint Valentine stood up and say, "That's not Biblical, brother!" So he bless and do marriage secretly in the church underground and stu...

How well, Fred Markert is such an awesome dude! He is my hero now (I'm sorry Fox), but man, he is just so cool! He lead the YWAM base in Colorado Springs and he's been all over the world. He taught us about missions today for about a week, I wish he can stay here longer. Oh man. I am burning. There's something that's been cold for quiet a while and now it's burning again. Man! It's such a great fire form heaven. So, I have a heart for Tibet, China, and all those Asian country. Oh man, I am breaking and longing to go there. And this dude has a same passion. He was talking, on and on about what he has been done in China, Tibet and Bhutan. How God used him in such a mighty and wonderful ways that people can possibly imagine. I am thrilled. I am speechless. But I am breaking. Last year, I work with YWAM in Trinidad, and I had such a great and life changing time. I love YWAM. I met Loren Cunningham when he visited Indonesia, and I was there when they planted the new ...