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So I just realize that I've been learning a lot through all that happen in my life, even just in the past year. Yeah, it doesn't seems like it. But I do, I do learn a lot of things... One of them is following the Lord, just the fact that it is hard. I know he never said that it's going to be easy at all, but when it comes, boy I feel like I want to quit. Yes, I have to admit that there is time that I just want to give up. It is so easy for me to look back and regret my decision following God like this... don't get me wrong, I love the Lord, it's just that I could have way better life and easier life at home. I don't have to drive motorbike in the rain and get my pants soaked on the way to work, I don't have to do my own laundry, I don't need to work hard to make friends, I don't need to create opportunities with people, life at home is easy. But why would I do that, if I have to disobey God? I know that he will bless me still if I would stay at home,

Happy New Year to you all! I know I haven't give any updates in a while... It's been crazy hectic for me. There was tons of parties that I need to attend and I had a trip back home for about 2 weeks. So I am really sorry for not sending you newsletter this month and not even a greeting on Christmas day. But I figured that your inbox probably filled with that season greetings. :) but forgive me. Things are going good. A lot of ministry even during the holiday season. It's been tiring I am not gonna lie, but it's been good too. I've been refocusing a lot these days... and doing a lot of prayer. Because some things had happen in our ministry, and all of us were taking a step back and really asked the Lord to restore us again. It's been a rough end of the year but we know that it was necessary so that we persevere towards God and his works. I've recovered a little bit from the business, and now I feel like I am ready to do some work again. And for those of you t