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Home. Oh.. home. It's been six months since I've been away from home. I miss home. Everybody miss home. Mom and dad, brother and sister, granny and poppy, the faces that you grow up with. The smell of the nasty water, the language, the food, and the hot humid weather. hmmm... Home, I miss home. It's feels so long, long journey that I've been in. I even forgot how to speak my own language. I don't know what my family looks like, (well, I still remember their faces but of course they're changed), and I don't know what my friends all look like. Are they still remember me? Are everything still gonna be the same or not? Are they changed? Am I changed? Everything's gonna be so different.... But I am excited for it. Really excited! What I was thinking is.. am I gonna bring a change to my community at home? It's been such an amazing 6 months. I've learn a lot, gain a lot and lose a lot too. It's physically rough summer, and I am spiritually tired too

What do we first look on a guy that we just met?? His personality? Or his looks? He has a good looking face or he's very careful with his word? He has so much hair in his face or, how's he's act towards girls? Come on now! Be honest in here.. Me, I always look in his appearance. Like, always. There's some guys that, just to look at him, can make me hold my breath and burn my cheek to red like a lobster. And my heart will beat abnormally, and then I'll know that this guys are cute, handsome and hot. And I usually falling on that kind of guys. Handsome, good looking, popular and "cool". Hmm.. I like guys. A lot. (Which mean I am normal, because I don't like girl.) And I can talk about guys for eternity, seems like the story never end. Especially the guy name Jesus. I never know how He actually looks like. But I'm falling in love with him, over and over again. He is so.. so good! And I can talk about him more that I could spend in eternity. So much, S